Some Minor Things
A calm mind is a happy mind. Let the light in.
Time changes with people or people change with time? Obviously, you’ll go with people change with time, but the reverse is also true.
I have been thinking of some things over and over again for the past two or three weeks. There were some things I were sad about, like people leaving me, but it’s not that bad. Sometimes I feel that we objectified this world too much that we see people as objects, is this good? No, it’s not good. But things change with the flow of time and I am certain that that’ll also change. I just want to say that I am not sad this time. I have learnt to accept the facts, and I learnt that the hard way.
I kind of enjoy life now, even without her in my life, I don’t feel an empty place like I used to. I do not have any explanation for why. But I know that she is happy with the life she is leading and I am quite happy with the life I am leading. Yes, finally I can say that my life is not leading me anymore. I know this is a big change but this is a good change. I have a control of things in my life now. Now my decisions matter.
I feel kind of new, I have never felt this before. There’s something bad to this also, or maybe good. I pick my friends carefully nowadays.
Once upon a time I loved her. I still see her as one of my friends, I know she doesn’t feel the same, but at least I am free of the guilt.
There are a lot of things that cannot be written anywhere. If you are a friend, thank you for your time. And if you are not, then a lot more thanks for going through all the blabbering. And if it’s you then,
Stay hungry and stay foolish.
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Copyright 2016 Aurghyadip Kundu.
Originally Published on Close To The Heart.